I really want something… something special
Went for an indian wedding….
Actually not too sure what are they doing…
!st, the guy came in, then some prayers, i guess
Later, the gal came in…. and prayers again..
Food is serve, every eat, then the hall began to empty itself…
LOL, it looks like ppl go there for food!!!!!!!!!!
Cause the emcee is speaking tamil too….
Lots of things has happen this week….
All the situation i faced, require me to be normal….
I’m really not sure how normal i can be….
Sometimes, when things has occured or started, it’s hard to get things back to the same place…..
It’s just like, when u lit a candle, it’ll continue burning… never stop
Until when the end, it stops itself
And that’s de time where u started burning a new one
Every new candle is like a choice we made in life
It’s almost equal to zero chance of getting the same type of candle with the same characteristic and features
So, it’s really hard for things to be normal…
Even things can be normal, can they really be as normal as before?
No matter how normal i act, things has changed….
Let’s just accept it, and start the new candle from the choice we made
With the new candle started, we shouldn’t keep the old candle.
Things will only hurt more…..
After so many things happen….i realise, some stuff you can’t give out 100%. Well, maybe because a bad experieve i’ve got that gave me the phobia in relationship. Cause, the more u give, when time ends, the more you feel hurt…. haha……
Of course, if he’s the one…. i think there shouldn’t be a problem….
*kekekeke*
Haha…. some technical error came into the process…
and somebody just reminded me that….
yea i know…. changing is not easy….
thanks for reminding…. i can’t get it right in one day….
those who went dinner with me may saw some unwanted seen
sorry yea….
it’s not bout anyone present there….
just was thinking bout other things….
dun mean to spoil de mood
I’ll be ok…. don’t need worry….
Current in the search of my happiness….
Where did it went?… I hope i find u soon… hehehe, better stop hiding
Come to think of it, if ppl were to see me happy and they feel happy too, i think it’s worth the change….
People around me will be glad too…..
Happy i shall be!!!!!!!!
Wuuhoo!
For the past few days, having to go school just for a class
Which last for just an hour….
COme to think of it, it’s really like petrol wasting
Class cancelled today, was quite free….
I know i am not suppose to feel emo…
As what i’ve previously said, i would change
I guess, for once it’s ok….
Maybe emo songs i heard this morning… made me feel this
haiz….. i was just wondering why is human such a complicated being
Why can’t ppl just live happily, no worries
Why can’t ppl just be grateful with what they have?
I guess if all these were to occur, we won’t be leaving on planet call earth
Today’s 12 o clock will not be the same as tml
Things changes every second
Nothing can remain the same
So why do i keep thinking the same stuff
(in the midst of changing….)
Changing is tough… but will keep that in mind
But whatever changes, i hope the friendship i’m having with my friends will never change….. only gets stronger…..
Well i guess, it’s the new sem, so there’s really a lot of ppl with new hairstyle!!
Seldom see that, i guess everyone’s feeling boring with the old style.. haha
Or i guess it’s just me….
There’s so much to study nowdays, one hour of lecture which covers a few chapter of topic…
Starting to feel lost, as everyone’s pace is quite fast
Feeling quite piss of with the feeling i’m having currently
Nobody gives a damn to what i feel
I’m feeling tired also, but it always end up, me the one who ‘pujuk’ ppl
Even though i’m not doing any wrong things…
On top of that, what i’m doing is correct…
So gonna get rid of this action of mine…
……
I hope to see this new gal present in my life ASAP….
I’m looking forward to see this gal in front of the mirror….
I think i’ll be great!!!!
wwuhooo