Apr
27
Filed Under (Me in my life) by francineorme on 27-04-2006

Erm…. anyone who just happen to read this can u kindly give me ur comment?
should i continue utar or form six??? so blur la…. even now test, still have to think bout it!
so stressful ya know? my parents always tend to cahge what they say before…..
make me so don’t know what to do!!!!
the first time they say continue utar, but if get form six go form six study science don’t study arts…..if get scholarship go for that..
so i have to agree…. don’t want to say anything…cause if i were to continue in utar, the cost is also expensive as i wil be living outside…. so i just say ok….
then the next time they say…. just go form six….. ok fine… so i made up my mind that i’ll study  science back….then go for chemistry…. cause what for go science the come back to accounts? casue i’ll miss so many basic stuff….
the the other time they say if i want to continue utar, yes i may, but one condition. either i get scholarship or the ptptn loan. must get!!!! if not, go out to work. i was like…..??? LOL how am i sure that i will get? if i don’t get my life will be ruin!!!! i don’t want it like that…..
so  when i came back to sunday school, my mind just suddenly tell me to do form six. so i told them about it. and they say….OK….
but, a few days later, they came to me and say, if i want to continue utar, no problem, they can still afford it…. it’s up to me to decide now…. ROFL why la?
gosh i hate to make desicion, so tough! whe i wanted that they change…. they i agree then change again. how am i suppose to know what i want if they keep on like that?
i really hope some one could tell me what to do…. so frustrated when i start thinking of this….
3 months already, got to knew a bunch of great friends, but i really don’t want to leave, they are really very very good!very funny too…. talking non stop, so many things to hear. but if i stay, i’m  scare that they can’t afford…. lol!!!! which is better? utar or form 6?     T.T

Apr
05
Filed Under (Me in my life) by francineorme on 05-04-2006

Aiyo…. today go school also don’t know for what….. 8-9 got class, then later no class…. so now end up playing computer. so wu liao!!!! have to wait till 12 only got class…. i think now everyone also don’t have mood to study liao, cause next week study leave lo. then the following week is FINAL EXAM!!!!! ARH! Have to pass all, if not have to re-sit! i don’t want that…. have to take extra papers the next semester, so have to study…. later have public speaking ar! Have to do the presentation! scare o…. don’t know my slide ok aldi or not… hehe cause yesterday do last minute. one only sleep o…then today morning 6 aldi wake up…. so sleepy o!

Life here is really fun…. though everything is new to me…. but i’m really lucky to get to know a bunch of good friends…. usual, i’m not the one talking..haha, listening is my favourite. Just 3 months, i already got great memories stored in my mind. Locked always! Sad of all, some have to leave. Going to other college, and some working. Sure miss you! Hope to see you some day. Wish you all the best there…. remember us ok?

I really miss you! hope you’re still great there. thinking of you everyday…. the days we spent together…. though short, but it looks like months, and even years… it’s exactly one month already. but only for a week plus few extra days i got to see you. really hope you woud come back soon…. remember to study ar… don’t work o…..