What’s the problem now….? Can’t anyone just tell me??????
I’ve got so many questions on my mind and i want the answers!!!!!
What have i done!!!!???? I really want to know! I’m so sick of everyone around me. Why can’t they just tell me the truth? What are friends for? I really don’t know what I’ve down to make u guys like that…. can’t u just tell me why?
Friends are suppose to tell each other stuff. Happy or sad…. good or bad. Not just ignore them when they are wrong…. Why can’t u guys put yourself in my shoe? What will u feel if ur being ignore by ur friends? I’ve make the move to ask u guys and this is wat i get back in return…. Do u know it’s really hurting? I’m sure u guys are very happy seeing me like that….. So u’ve got what u want….. Happy?…
This is what u call friends…. what hv i done? i seriously got no idea… always saying i know the answer. What’s the problem now? You guys have a problem doin it face to face? Got things just tell lo. Want to know something ask me lo…. Must la do things so quietly…. What have i done to make u all so hate me? i’ve got no no no idea at all!!!! Goin sch everyday with smiling face but the inner me is still so sad. I suppose this is the only thing i can do to face the fact…. meditating is the only thing i can do to make myself concentrate and stay focus of my goal. Everything comes and go… i know that, nothing stays the same.

Stoning everyday hoping the time passes fast…. stoning with eyes open looking at teacher thinking bout other stuff…. got homework don’t want to do…. Come back home, lie on bed till it’s time for dinner…. holding my phone hoping someone will be there to comfort me. I’m really tired…. I’ve done my best…. and i’m enough of it…. I’m really tired…. tired of showing my happy face when i’m not. I need a shoulder who i can count on. I don’t want to pls ppl anymore…. i don’t want to. Why can’t ppl just accept who i am? and not want me to be who they want me to be? i’m not a doll. i hv feelings not lifeless. i don’t want ppl throwing me around after they are done. they will nv remember what i’ve done. does anyone in this world care? why can’t they use their heart and feel what i’ve sacrificed so far? they always see things which are above. i really really tried my best…. y still they can’t feel it? hv they ever think that they’re asking too much? were they always right?
i don’t know i don’t know…. i really don’t. i just want everything to be erase…. i rather don’t want things to be wat i know now… i rather forget everything and start again…. but am i given the chance?

can u pls stop doubting my feelings for u…. what i said to is really true….
i know i’m not that good…. i really got no idea how to prove….
but what i said is really really… from my bottom of my heart….
this type of stuff don’t need to prove…..
it grows from ur heart… and u’ll know for urself….
maybe i’m bad… i’m bad k.. i admit… but what can i do?
what i’ve done u didn’t notice at all…
y didn’t u use ur heart to feel it?
i’m very sure u’ll be able to…. u hv to see things in another way….
pls stop comparing urself…. ur way too gd for any gal….
it’s just not my luck…. knowing u is really the best thing i ever had…..
u’ve changed me a lot…. and i’m gonna do that for u…
that’s the only thing i can think of for u…..
i’ll try my best to get everything u want from me…. i’ll really try….
i know we won’t last…. i’m so glad we’ve gone this far…..
i really treasure what we had before and the future…..
even if we were to no longer together, i really hope u won’t treat me weird…..
just like before….. we still had fun….. memories of u will always be with me….
always in my heart no matter what happens….. even u were to hate me…..
it will always be the best memories i ever had…..i’ll remember it for life….
i’ll try not to irritate u anymore…. i really want u to share ur thoughts with me….
i’m really sorry that i made u feel tired and fed up of me… my attitude….and my anger….
i’ll change i promise…. no matter what happens in the future, i’ll keep ur word in mind….
u really done a lot of things…..for me… it’s me to blame that i never treasure u in the first place….
i never show my feelings…. i did…. but indirectly….
i nv should hv hide it…..how i wish i could shout it out loud…..
let everyone around me knows how i felt….. for u!
no one had ever done the things u done for me….. u came all the way for me when i’m sick…
u brought the tablets all the way to me…..
u came all the way from ur hse just to see me……
u came all the way just to say goodbye…..
u remembered me wherever u went….
u bought me stuff even i didn’t wanted it…
u were always there for me….
u never hang up on me….. only when u’re really mad….
u always worry about me when u don’t hv to…..
u made me feel like a kid when i’m around u….
u always think of unnecessary things just to make everything perfect…
u’re too gd to me!!!!….. thanks a lot…….
u’ll be in my heart…. i’ll be there for u and stay in there for u no matter what….always…
i just can’t stop loving u…..
i’ll prove to u my feelings for u no matter what…..
i will think of a way!!!!!!….. trust me…. believe me…

can u pls stop doubting my feelings for u…. what i said to is really true….
i know i’m not that good…. i really got no idea how to prove….
but what i said is really really… from my bottom of my heart….
this type of stuff don’t need to prove…..
it grows from ur heart… and u’ll know for urself….
maybe i’m bad… i’m bad k.. i admit… but what can i do?
what i’ve done u didn’t notice at all…
y didn’t u use ur heart to feel it?
i’m very sure u’ll be able to…. u hv to see things in another way….
pls stop comparing urself…. ur way too gd for any gal….
it’s just not my luck…. knowing u is really the best thing i ever had…..
u’ve changed me a lot…. and i’m gonna do that for u…
that’s the only thing i can think of for u…..
i’ll try my best to get everything u want from me…. i’ll really try….
i know we won’t last…. i’m so glad we’ve gone this far…..
i really treasure what we had before and the future…..
even if we were to no longer together, i really hope u won’t treat me weird…..
just like before….. we still had fun….. memories of u will always be with me….
always in my heart no matter what happens….. even u were to hate me…..
it will always be the best memories i ever had…..i’ll remember it for life….
i’ll try not to irritate u anymore…. i really want u to share ur thoughts with me….
i’m really sorry that i made u feel tired and fed up of me… my attitude….and my anger….
i’ll change i promise…. no matter what happens in the future, i’ll keep ur word in mind….
u really done a lot of things…..for me… it’s me to blame that i never treasure u in the first place….
i never show my feelings…. i did…. but indirectly….
i nv should hv hide it…..how i wish i could shout it out loud…..
let everyone around me knows how i felt….. for u!
no one had ever done the things u done for me….. u came all the way for me when i’m sick…
u brought the tablets all the way to me…..
u came all the way from ur hse just to see me……
u came all the way just to say goodbye…..
u remembered me wherever u went….
u bought me stuff even i didn’t wanted it…
u were always there for me….
u never hang up on me….. only when u’re really mad….
u always worry about me when u don’t hv to…..
u made me feel like a kid when i’m around u….
u always think of unnecessary things just to make everything perfect…
u’re too gd to me!!!!….. thanks a lot…….
u’ll be in my heart…. i’ll be there for u and stay in there for u no matter what….always…
i just can’t stop loving u…..
i’ll prove to u my feelings for u no matter what…..
i will think of a way!!!!!!….. trust me…. believe me…