ur really really mad…..
i can see that…. the second time….
i really didn’t know u had to change everything for that….
all ur plans were screwed…. because i didn’t say properly…
that’s what i learn….
it’s not totally ur fault…..
i’m…. i really didn’t know… make ur whole upside down….
i feel really bad…. bad and guilty….
did i really cheated u? deceived u? lied to u? betray ur trust towards me?
NO! NO! NO!…..NOOO!!!!
i never… i will never do it…..
what happen today i doubt u will ever forgive me….
when will u only forgive me?….. when?
i’ll wait and wait….. i really don’t know what to do if u don’t!
i’ll wait till u say the word…. it’s always be in my heart….
what happen today u’ll never believe what i say anymore….
so hard i gained ur trust and now it’s gone to the drain…
forever and ever….. no wonder i felt so pain now…..
it hurts me when i take a single move…..
it’s so suffering…..
it’s killing me…..  my heart hurt a lot….
i don’t want this to happen in this way….. i don’t want….
i want the old time back…. can i? will i? am i going to?
the feeling is just like drifting apart….. far apart…..
i no longer close to the shore…..
it’s only at my eyesight……
not really clear… can’t identify…..
i want to be standing on the little shore…. just like we used to be…..
having the happy times…. u, trusting me again….
but it’s now like a no way thing…
i’m really feeling bad and very sick…..
the three little magic words are important…..
i say it because i want u to know….. i want u to know how i felt….
not like u…. u dun bother…. not like what u think cheong hei….
it just seems that u dun want to hear it from me anymore….
u no longer say it…. everything is different….
that spark izit still there?….

Am i feeling too much or what?
is holiday coming to an end soon?
it is like so….
next week prefect camp…..
following week… free…. but hv to study le….
if not i’ll be so dead when school reopens….
wait! what bout my bio project?  we haven’t even touch on it yet!!!!
so dead wei…. how to catch so many wo?
25 different species!!!!
so many things to be done….. and so little time….
haih…. tiring!

wei…. TA8… i miss u guys wei…..
all the best for ur exams….
shouldn’t hv left sch…..
life would be much easier there…..
not much stress….. more fun….
but one thing i don’t like…, hv to think what to wear…
gd le if got uniform…. though bit not nice…
but still sch feels better…..
more discipline….
too much freedom kills me!….
anyway, wish u all all the best for ur exam…..
hope to see u guys before leaving to sg long….

frens from tp…. miss u too….
how’s everyone? still having fun like we use too?
how’s study and all?
hv u grown taller? prettier? smarter?

to: u know who are u….
when la u want give me picture?
say will give need me wait till when la?
i’m not alien k!!!!! i’m NOT!i’m HUMAN
Don’t u dare call me that again….
i dun care! no matter what u must company me see Happy Feet…..
DEjavu not nice my fault la now…
dun care dun care!!!!!
me never treat u la now…..
haih to u i what i also never do de la….
i’m just a kid to u….
i don’t want to….i wanna feel 18!
i’m not useless…. i can do lots of stuff and u don’t know that….
so what i wasn’t the president?
doesn’t mean i can only do well as president…..
even a secretary i can…..
i’m trying hard to be who u want me to be…..