Muet exam was like a wow……A different type of wow…..A very hard wow…
Summary was really tough, such a long passage not knowing what to summarize. Not a lot of points can be found. Even found, i was not sure is it correct or not. It made me spend lots of time there. My essay didn’t have enough time to finish though i crap just to end it…. it’s not hard (it think) but is just that know what to write. Basically i was just trying to write as long as possible…. haha. Comprehension was also a tough paper. Everything looks exactly the same… don’t know which is correct. Lucky i had enough time… as half an hour was left for me to check plus a few have to really crack my head… I should have work a little harder the first time, i’m sure i can score band 5… only a few marks away!!! Arh!

Finally i get to see u all…. it’s been quite some time since the last time. Kinda miss u all. Also at the same place, with me coming late as usual. but this time exam ma… hehe. Francine ma, memang famous with invisible already. Don’t know is it a good thing or bad thing. Just don’t know how to change. Should i or should i not? Kind of getting fed up with it. Just don’t seem right. But it’s me!Sigh….

You shouldn’t have ask me to leave if you plan to come. Don’t shoo me away when you plan to come. You made me feel so guilty! After i left u come. Come to company me when i’m bored… thanks, and sorry for troubling you. Wasting your petrol. A minute ago you say you were there, the next minute you say you’re just trying to make me feel guilty. but whatever is it still thousand thanks. I’ll try not to irritate you lo… but if really like that a then we might end up nothing to argue le…

sometimes i might do thing unintentionally
but i meant nothing…. cause
when i’m joking i hope u know,….
when i’m serious i hope u understand….
when i’m laughing i hope u laugh…
dont make a fuss over it…
i began to isolate myself more….
i rather stay in a place and never come out….
I’ve been brainwashed…
i don’t know what’s the believe i used to have…
what i thought the last time it seems untrue…
it’s like something impossible….
it’s like i have been cheated for my past 18 years…
i want to erase my memory and start from zero…
i want to know what’s right and what’s wrong….
pls give me some reaction when i needed one…
i dont want to feel so weird….

i don’t know what’s wrong nowadays….
it seems to get weirder as day goes by…
it’s meaningless going to school….
people don’t realize what they done….
people don’t realize what’s the consequences…
when problem is up, they only know how to blame others….
have they ever thought it’s they themselves cause it?
i doubt so… i’ve tried very hard…
and it isn’t working….
one man show doesn’t give an impact…
we need team work!!!!
is team work!!!… so can everyone be serious….
time isn’t waiting for us, once gone, history is made
it’s stress to see such scene…
especially u are the one being scold when u did nothing wrong…
when u are just trying to perform ur duty well….
people just don’t understand….
where is justice?…
why can’t everyone just get a fair treatment instead?
when u are told to do so, JUST DO IT!!!!!
don’t say ur not happy because u went against the rule when u know the rule…
just get urelf there and shut ur mouth….
if people could be just a little responsible when things are given…
things wont’ turn out this way….

Things have change a lot recently….
I feel so weird going to school…
Maybe i’m the sensitive one that feels too much…
but i even see with my own eye…
Maybe it’s normal that people act that way…
Maybe time do change people a lot…
Maybe everyone wants a new environment…
Cause everyone’s gang is like quite mixed up….
Some no longer talk to the people they use to talk a lot…
Some talking to people they seldom talk with….
Some who seldom talk has been talking a lot recently….
Some who always talk has been very quiet lately…
It makes me wonder why….
Or is it me which is sensitive?
Is this what u call… tensed up?
Is everyone tensed?
STPM is near soon…
It makes me afraid….
and yet i’m still doing nothing….
though i did try….
at least i’m forcing myself to do it….
Whatever i may see right now, i wish you all all the best….
You guys will always be my friends….