Was it a happy day?
I think it is….
Is it finally the day i’m happy….
everything has ended…. and i’m finally there?
I think i am… finally there….
I’ve reached the point of destiny where i wanted to be….
I think it is….
I wasn’t sad throughout the day though moody that i had to
go to school for class…
Just felt sleepy….
I knew how to do lots of question… most of it la…hehe
Went bowling today…. was really nice….
none of my frens really like playing….
though i’m not pro but dunno why it’s just fun…
thanks god i had a bro to play with….
he’s damn good… though i wanted to beat him which was impossible..
but one day…. one day i’ll beat him…. just be ready to
receive my invitation…
well… i was also told that i was great…. am i?
is it true?… i wanted to know what is meant by great….
how i wish there was just a bit more elaboration….
i might know myself better?…
though how great i could be the next time i might not be showing it…
it depends… who know…. only i know… hehe…
no matter how great i be…. i’m still a bit boyish…. agree?
sometimes really… obvious i think….
just feel that girls can also do… not necessary guys only…
hehe…. weird thinking huh….?
just very happy today…. though i might be bankrupt for
the next few days…
holidays just started and i almost finish my money…..!!!!
who cares…. this will be the last… most probably….
how i wish there’s more of the happy days like today….
i won’t mind….
just nope tomorrow won’t be a bad day ….
coz my friend says wheneveru are happy for a day the next
day u will sure be sad…
no pls!!!!!

Reach for the stars, climb every mountain higher….
Reach for the stars, folloe your heart’s desire…
Reach for the stars, and when the rainbow’s shinning over you…
That’s when your dreams will all come ture…..

There’s a place waiting for you..
Is a special place where your dreams all come true…
Fly away swim the ocean sea…
Drive that open road leace the past behind you….
Don’t stop sotta keep on building..
Never ever forget that I’ve got u and You’ve got me!!!!….

Don’t believe in all that u have been told…
the sky ’s the limit u can reach ur goal
no one knows just what the future holds….
there’s a whole world at you feet….
I said reach!!!!!

i wonder why i like to write and create stories…
so much fun doing it….
too bad i’m not really good in it….
always writing the same topic….
english not too good….
if not i’ll sure go further for it…
Her my story go again….

Her heart was paining…. aching…. huting… and suffering….
She kept everything in silence…
She want to shout out loud….
Scream till she lost her voice….
Eat till she is so fat that no one recognise her…..
Go for a head transplant so that poeple won’t know who is she…
but she can’t, she can onle scream inside her heart every night…
shout silently till her brain shuts down….
Lock herself in the room not eating anything…
All she wanted to do was stone….
She hasn’t touched her book….
She hasn’t been smilling for the past few days…
She has been crying silently in bed every night…. no one noticed…
She looks and sounds dead everyday…
She cried so badly the first day….
she just couldn’t stop herself…
Tears continue to trickle down the following nights….
Her heart was very sad….
She tries her best to keep the happiness around her to carry on…
She do not want to see an atmosphere of regrets
She do not want anyone to lose the opportunity…
She tries to keep everything going…
Hoping the people involved would try….
Not giving up…. cause it’s really something very special….
It’s not a wise choice to give up or let go….
She carried on no matter what…
That’s the only thing she wants to do besides studies….
She felt like being slapped and scolded….
No one would do that to her….
All she can do was…. stone in silence….
……………..

maybe one day i should create something happy…
a happy story…..
where happy endings are found….
fairy tales…. nice ones….
then can publish for children…
haha….
silly me
thinking too much….XD

You, my beautiful friend, you bring me joy
With your warm and generous ways
Kalyana Mitra you pull me back
When the roads leads me astray

I’ll never forget you were with me
In times of sorrow
I’ll promise to stay by you
Today and tomorrow

You, my trust friend
i’ll walk with you till the end
on the Path of freedom
Now and agian
My happy beautiful friend
I’ll hold your hand
In us we can depend

Friend, you have all the qualities in you
To show me the meaning of the Truth
And there will be times we won’t agree
There may be doubt, uncertainty

I’m sorry I’ve let you down and
Left you in the shadows
My friend will you turn around?
I’m here with me rainbows

Kalyana Mitra, please take care of me
We somehow share the same destiny
Kalyana Mitra, I’ll take care of you
Beautiful friend, I truly love you

Isn’t it nice?…..

Orientation was the best i think. Still remembering the day i stepped in form six. Seeing lots of different people. Groups of friend, with some people stand out in the group looking differently. Now, seeing them just like seeing myself. But something different, i didn’t looked that blur that time. hehe…. a lot of them were quite stone, though that’s my favorite activity. They didn’t really enjoyed some of them. i think that the upper six enjoyed more than them. All were having so much fun. Even i myself. Haven’t been that crazy for so long. It’s like stress releasing, not holding back myself, giving all out. It was fun. One thing i want most is to shout. shout with all my might. That’s why i feel like going Genting, but still not confirmed. It’s the best, after shouting. Everything is gone.