Holiday is going to an end soon…
Guess what have i done?…
I practically did nothing….
nothing at all….
I didn’t study till that extend….
I baredly touched my books….
I kinda regret…..
Plus trials and STPM is so soon, yet i’m sitting there doing nothing…
someone…. pls kick me moving…
I really have to start now… I know that….
The rate i’m going right now will not get me anywhere….
It won’t end me in a place where i want to…
I won’t be able to achieve waht i want….
I’m just too slow…like a little turtle crawling slowly…
I totally wasted this holiday….
I really need to study, i know that, but i’m just not moving…
There’s so much to study and yet i don’t know where to start…
It’s having a mission to find a ring in the sea…
Being at this slow rate it’s already stressing me to understang every single thing..
Hair fall which i’m quite sure is one of it….
One of my friend is also in this situation like i am…
Imagine, if i were to move at a fast rate, what will i turn to?….
Pimples is so common now that i have no time to deal with it…
….Sigh……
Come on…. I’ve really got to study!!!!!

A very stone day…..
Weird
school la…. purposely put exam to make us come… plus say it’s gonna
be in the trial make me so tired… Yesterday cam back one plus…
sleep almost 2… wake up 6…. very freaking tired!!!!!…The moment i
got the paper, i went straight to dream land…. totally forgotten bout
my paper… till i had to wake up and walk to the toilet then only
start doing… haha

Yesterday
night was the Orientation Night for form six…. as the organizers…
surely no time to lepak and all… must take care of program and
all…. i barely had the time to sit and eat… i was so hungry! i
didn’t even had the time to snap my own picture till everything was
over and we started taking pictures…. Plus there was stress… Don’t
know what to do with the instrument…. Lucky ivy and ivan (prom king
and queen) companied me… hehe.  Nice of them too… Best part was i
really need to thank those who took the trouble the send the
instruments back…..
[
kok loong and bro, mun chung, xiang rong, jason and band, and everyone
who actually carried it to the car.. without the help i would be so
dead.... and also jy's dad!!!!!]

The
Lower Sixes was actually quite stone…. and lame. The crowd yesterday
was kinda passive…. The emcees were like trying their best to make a
better environment but, they were still stoning with their own
friends…. Sigh….
Even
ask them to settle down so we can continue with our program also so
hard…. we took so long! Vincent had to use the spoon to knock to make
so to get their attention… sigh…

The
video presentation was cool…. everyone enjoyed… thank god. But ppl
ended up laughing at me as i was the princess… didn’t knew i could do
such thing… haha…. They came and asked for the soft copy which i
refuse to give, plus i don’t have…

Shon was cool, the magician… people didn’t believe him at first…
untill he went individually… i’m hope he enjoyed himself there. sorry
no time to accompany him… at least he knew new friends….
Also thanks to tp band for performing… it was a great pleasure to have u all there….  Thanks o…

Don’t seem right at school…..
with the face i have people always think i emo queen…. sigh…. I
don’t get angry easily lar…. sometimes if u go overboard yala…..
It’s sad when the things i wanted to do i’m forbidden when other people
can actually do. I just don’t understand. Why must i be treated
differently?… Am i really very sensitive? … Do i really give and
take too much that people always bully me?… Am i am a?… Sometimes i
just wish i could be the normal one, things goes at it is and stay like
that. At least my life won’t be so many ups and downs. My mood won’t
change so fast. People always think i’m emo when i’m not….sigh. I’m
just tired that’s all…. really!….Maybe i should get use to it…
and not feel bout it… So it doesn’t changes my mood?… hehe.
Well…. just hope i’ll be happier tomorrow….

Rat
is really one of the toughest thing to do. I didn’t had to mood to
dissect…. no patient at all plus didn’t had the mood to venture not
like the first time…. i just wanted to finish it as soon as
possible…. When ask to take out the thyroid gland…. it was such an
hard thing to so with all the vessels around it…. i couldn’t stand
it, i wanted to take the scissors to snip it off…. Gosh!….. No way
i’m becoming a doctor…. i’ll pity my patients… if i ever have
one…haha.

Topic
of the day…. me and the gang always have different topic
everyday….  one of us started of with which part of u u think it’s
most attractive…. gosh when the question is bombarded to me, kiran
said i had a nice smile….. a unique smile, u know why?… cause i
smile or laugh with me gum showing out… haha. then others supported
her, jing hwa even say ya, i remember francine with that smile… make
me so shy…

Finally!!!!!
Finally i see Pui yan face to face after so long she came back…. the
feeling was really nice…. At first i really scared i don’t know what
to talk to her…. You know me la… don’t really talk much… But we
went talking non stop… She has those slangs… in english and even
chinese… it’s no big deal la girl…. Don’t need to care what people
think… It’s usual after being there so long to have the slangs and
all….Chill k…? I’m surely gonna miss u a lot…. Time really
flies…. i wouldn’t know when will be the next time seeing u…. Just
remember to keep in touch k? And i wand those pictures!!!!! Love u….

Ally…. really sorry for what happen k… kinda guilty….. forgive me ya…..