I really want something… something special
People people……
Guess what?…..
NICHOLAS CHOI….. has got a new hair cut….
After one and a half year knowing u….
finally something is changing….
Wahaha….
Everyone was at home studying… and guess where i went….
Genting….!!! at this moment…. haha….
A lot of memories made me missed my friends…..
On my way there….. i saw giant…. i thought of my college friend that i used to have pizza with…..
Then i saw leisure mall, cheras….. a place where i go for movie almost once a week…
Everything was still so clear on my mind like it just happen a few days ago….
It made me wonder how’s everyone….. do miss them a lot…
It was quite packed that day…. yet we still manage to play most of the games….
we ran round like mad dogs…. just to get to the games…
i didn’t bother much but my injured leg and just ran too..
as i expected, it did got worst that night…. sad… so pain…
As i was on the roller coaster….i remembered my friends again….
We repeated that for at least a few times…. and my hand were freezing and noticed by my friends…. my lips were so pale… haha… i wasn’t wearing and jacket…. no wonder…. hehe…. My friend recorded the whole process of me on the space shot… cool!….
At night…. 8 of us in a room…. First world hotel…. imagine that…
2 on the floor… plus me three… but then i chicken out…. cause i thought of letting them to have a comfortable place to sleep so i sat on the floor and sleep….
but cockroaches were on the floor… so i ended up on the bed…. it’s nice… three fellows on one bed…. u felt the warm… hehe…. so cozy.
It’s really something nice to do with your friends….
That night was totally tired….me and my cousins knocked off quite early… plus after the heavy dinner we had…. we couldn’t bother much about whether it digested or not… It was the first out of so many that we slept during the night. We usually go bowling during the night. So i guess it was special that day….
The one thing i enjoyed most is the how water….!!!!
i miss hot water as my house heater is spoil…. cool water everyday…. freezing.
I took my own sweet time to shower…. so nice… couldn’t care less bout others… so bad… haha…
busy?…. busy is the only thing u know how to say
two days in a row?… i think i kinda got what u wanna say….
this friends here has gone to history…
i know understand what my friend was feeling when she told me her friends did that to her…. dumping her whenever she likes, ignored her and just leave without her….
i felt it now, and i get it now…
She find it so hard to accept it but she has finally ok with it plus things has changed for her…. and now is my turn to find it so hard to accept it….
I’ve got so much things to say, but i don’t know who to tell….
Sometimes i really miss the time in my previous school….
All this things won’t happen… so many havoc events to go through…. so happening!
But now i’m left alone…. so lonely…. sigh….
I just don’t get it……
Sometimes it’s like this and sometimes it’s like that…..
If u really treat me as a friend, a buddy….
U should tell me…..
U dump me when u don’t need me…..
U call me when i’m needed…..
giving me the impression that i’ll disgrace u….
HELLO!!!! i did nothing wrong….
i don’t know what is the problem here….
Afraid of letting people know that i actually exist there…
if nothing was done wrong why are u afraid… i just don’t get it….
You really make me go crazy sometimes…
I don’t know who am i…. do i really exist or not…
Leaving me alone whenever u want….
Shoot me back in front of people….
Sigh….. tell u once twice…. don’t know how many times….
No difference…. I should make it a habit….