Everyone is working now…
Among all my friends, i think i got the worst job…..
Everyday come home also got things to complain, if there’s someone to listen…..
It’s like a never ending story….
Sigh why in the world i get such boss?….
I know what i’m doing, it’s the boss making me not knowing what i’m doing….
It’s like waking up everyday, driving to a place full with danger…
Not knowing when I’ll produce some thing ‘wrongly’ to her….
It’s like i’m living in fear every single day.
It’s really ridiculous…..
Everything she say and do will be correct!….
Sealed envelope cannot put 30 cent stamp!….(actually i have never heard of it)
Maybe i’m just not those people who will know how to please the boss.
A lot of things is like i’m taking advantage of….
U must remember to past the leave form to those who take medical leave or those who haven’t apply for leave….. if not i (big boss secretary) will deduct double of the leave. This statement, everyone in the company knows it very well. Why must i remind them if they themselves are not bothered bout it? It’s their own leave, and i have plenty of other things to do then remembering who haven’t apply leave….

Like what happen today, stationaries was delivered and ask where to put so the boss secretary said put somewhere near her. Later that she ask me to carry those A4 paper go the other side. I was like ‘dude, do u know how heavy is it?’ (in my heart of course)…. sigh… those working same department people say next time straight away ask those ppl to put here no need carry yourself…. haih

I’m doing so much a day for everyone and i get paid so little…. i kinda regret why didn’t i take the other offer which has annual leave even only for few months!

CNY , happens to fall on Thurs and Fri, so only that two days holiday for us. Even though sat is a working saturday, she say take leave for those who need longer CNY holiday. Gosh, everyone say why can’t just switch with the other sat?….. sad….
plus i don’t have annual leave, i have to take unpaid leave!

A day where time passes so slow….                                               I practically did nothing much today.                                           It’s like every 5 minutes i’m looking at the clock, I wanted to go home so badly i ended up listening to mp3 while working.

Every one was so busy talking bout money because they need to prepare for budget …. Pity me, nothing to do, so i just grab some not urgent thing to do, write and write the whole day.           Writing bored me till i almost sleep, but of course no one saw.         I didn’t sleep long anyway. I close my eyes but my hands still writing…. haha.                                                                  There’s one thing for sure no torturing today, it’s good in a way.    No one bothers what i do, no one cares. If there’s a hand i can give i don’t mind, so i’m always on call… haha

I do miss school a lot, i can’t stand waking up everyday first thing i see is computer.                                                                        It’s making me headache. If i don’t see the computer i feel a lot better. So i prefer not to work. WAKAKA

While i was on my way back en just beside me. It made me conscious about my driving. For sure I’m feeling a bit scared to drive fast now…. it’s like don’t know when what will happen, i surely don’t want it to happen on me. But i seriously pity the second car, 2nd car bang 1st car and got band by 3rd car, all in a row!!! I will definitely be careful on the road though at times i fly like no body’s business

Gosh!….. today was a hectic day… plus very headache
I can’t believe that i’m working under such boss….
A boss that prefer to do things twice! That makes me doubling the work!
1st time: Change only the few words, after that i print
2nd time: She wants to change again! saying want something else instead ask me go think. FINE!
               I changed and she check ok, then i print it out again.
3rd time: She say, ‘ i don’t want the sentence to be gracious support, not nice. ask me change again,
               so end up putting gracious reply, her idea! Then i print again!
4th time!!!!! and she still wanna change! She wanna change yours truly to yours sincerely ….. what’s the different?
because it sounds nicer to her.

After everything i settle, then she only tell me that i have to retype into the letter!!!!! Why didn’t she tell me earlier?
Always also like that!…. Don’t tell people what she wants in the 1st place before i start. Sigh…
There’s 76 letters to type!!!!!!…. again and again!
ARH!!!!!!!!!!!

A new year has come, O7 has gone….
it was a very challenging year to me….
I’m sure there are more challenges ahead of me…
and lots more to come…..
Whatever has happen will be the past….
the memory that has been with me will be with me….
some i’ll choose to let go and some i’ll keep….
deep inside my heart, it’ will soon be a memory library….

yet at times now i kinda few left out….
i don’t know what’s wrong with me….
but i feel i gradually out of the circle…..
i don’t know what’s the feeling…
people just keep picking on me…
for no reason, raise their voice…
it really did shock me… and scared me…
it has turn me to another person….
how i wish i can run away…
to a far far land….
a land where ppl appreciates me