I got a little piss off today….
With just a WORD
A word that actually means a lot…
My name!!!!…
Is my name really that hard to pronounce?
It’s kinda rude when u don’t get ppl’s name right after some time
The worst part of it is it doesn’t even sound alike…
Probably it was my fault for not correcting them in the 1st place
Should have!!!! At least there is someone that actually cares bout my name….
Gave me a really warm feeling….

What could 8 minutes make different for you?
Have you ever wonder?

If the clock i see every 30 minutes is 8 minutes faster, time would past quickly
If it’s 8 minutes faster, I’ll get to eat my lunch 8 minutes earlier
If it’s 8 minutes faster, I’ll get to do more stuff
If it’s 8 minutes faster, I’ll get to leave earlier
If it’s 8 minutes faster, I’ll get to drive slower
If it’s 8 minutes faster, I’ll get to reach home earlier
If it’s 8 minutes faster, I’ll get to fetch my sister 8 minutes earlier
If it’s 8 minutes faster, I’ll get to find a nice parking just below
If it’s 8 minutes faster, I’ll get to walk a bit slower
If it’s 8 minutes faster, I get to prevent myself from falling
If it’s 8 minutes faster, I will get my 8 minutes as a reward….

Why just didn’t someone notice that 8 minutes makes a lot different?!!!!!

As i remembered..
The day when he left….
The day when he said goodbye…
Leaving no regrets…and no thoughts…
She was there crying for days… Her eyes were like tomatoes…
Nothing went into her stomach for days… she was not in hunger…
She couldn’t take the fact…
Something bothered her a lot…
What was the reason, she doesn’t know…
She desperately wanted the answer, but no effort taken…
Seconds were like minutes for her…
She couldn’t figure what was wrong…
She has done her best…
Given the best…
Giving out the best with all her heart…
Everything was planned properly, but just a word, everything was gone…
It doesn’t seems to be a problem for him…
For her, it’s hard…
She can only fake a smile every time she sees him…
A smile that is not from the heart…
Not a laugher to be seen any longer…
Nothing was the same as her heart has been broken to a million pieces.

Chinese New Year does seems a little bit weird this year….
especially after my grandparents shifted to subang….
it’s like no place to hang out and lepak…
instead this year we are having it in my uncle’s place…
having no chicken (my grandfather’s best dish) and some vegetarian dishes….
it looks odd….
Though pot luck was something different… but i still prefer their cooking…
Besides that we usually sit at my grandma house chat till 3 to 4pm….
this year my family ended up in the cinema…
haha…. watching KungFuDunk…
It’s worth it for the laugh… but lots of it were actually not according to the world of basketball….!
So it’s a bit to exaggerating… That makes u laugh… WAHAHAHA…
but jay’s face was really innocent… especially when he does that two sound clap.
Well at least my siblings and me did something together for this year….
After we started working…. i barely get to see my brother…
When i’m home, he’s gone for work….
When he’s at home, I’m gone for work….
The only time that we get to see each other is
When i wake up i see his back (cause he’s sleeping)…
When he sleeps, he get to see my back because i’m sleeping..
haha….

Well… it just feel so weird day by day…
but this feeling is not present at times….
it’s just sometimes….
Is it me that is over sensitive?…
or are my six senses correct?
it’s like nothing popping out of my mind….
i couldn’t get a topic to chat when i’m actually chatting…
but when i’m not chatting the topics kept flowing….
what is wrong?…
it’s like the things i can do so well can just frozen when u are around…
i could be so forgetful till i can’t stand myself either…
well sometimes i feel weird when i don’t dial….
it’s a must for my hand to at least press it once a day…
it could end up to half an hour just a call or 2 minutes a call….
it can really be non stop at times….
sigh… what is wrong?…
am i so afraid to speak?