Jul
29

Another day

Filed Under (Me in my life) by francineorme on 29-07-2008

I’m so tired…

Looking at the work load that I have smartly piled up…

It’s really going to kill me this weekend…

Haven’t even revise for the Formative Assessment coming this
Friday… Sigh

Tomorrow’s PBL will be another killer for me…

I sort of have the ‘fear’ to go for PBL classes

Please don’t bang with any questions!!!!….

We shouldn’t have canceled the ‘practice’ today…

I least I would know what more to read

I wonder whose idea was that…

Now I’m more worry for tomorrow!!!

Jul
24

Who am I?….

Filed Under (Me in my life) by francineorme on 24-07-2008
I have been wondering a lot this few days,
especially after today’s lecture…. Self-Esteem
I’m beginning to wonder who am i…
For the past 20 years,
I felt like i have been living for others and not for me…
I do things what people like and not what i like..
I don’t even know what i like if iother people ask me this quetion
Adapt to changes… yes! IT’s not a problem to me cause i will…
But i think overdo it too much….
I learn to like what people like which i don’t really like..
I don’t have my stand…
I’m ok with everything…
Don’t ask me what to eat cause i’m not decisive…
Or was i trying to please other people?
Was i like that before, i felt not…
16253436635922l_2Not when those days i was in band…
Leading the team…
Doing things as i say…
but what has got into me?
– i really miss band, it was really fun —
If i were given money to spend,
i wouldn’t know what to buy either..
I rather bank it in the account…. haha..
I felt weird… Different from others..
I wonder why i rather listen than talk
I wonder why i couldn’t start up a simple conversation
Was it because the environment that i was brought up?
Self esteem…. what is in it?
Feeling lonely, having low expectation, not feeling good bout ourselves, moody, easily manipulated, etc
Do i fall in the category where i have low self esteem?
I have half almost half of it… some of it…
Sigh… can’t believe myself that i’m asking who am I,
after living for 20 years…
What the heck…
Jul
23

Cadaver

Filed Under (Me in my life) by francineorme on 23-07-2008
Wow….
finally i saw the cadaver…
so slumber just walk in the room …
didn’t even had myself prepared…
Well, what’s the different with a cadaver and a dead body?
Any idea?
It wasn’t really what i expected…
I could still have lunch after looking at it..
It was very dark in colour… brown.. something like coffee
Erm, lost one of it’s toe… i wonder why
Bald…
Formalined…
What more?… haha
Jul
14

July 15

Filed Under (Me in my life) by francineorme on 14-07-2008
It’s been quite some time since i blog…
haha… was i really that busy?
Maybe i am…
Early in the morning after reached school already got ‘orders’ to do things…
So not fun… well at least not on today…
It’s my birthday….
and my buddy wished me at 12.44pm… (but lucky u remembered)
I’m out of control recently (or that’s what i think)
I got awaken by a very weird dream…
A dream of jealousy
Plus i seldom dream… so it’s really weird..
Don’t know why i felt so jealous…
Is it prabably i’m lonely?
Not opening my mouth much?
I really wanna change and talk…
I tried many ways….
I too find my own opportunity…
but i was always away when the time is right…
Why can’t just someone pull me in?
Somethings (or often) i think,
Am i in the right position?
Am i in the correct course…
Cause felt afraid…
Afraid of what?…
….I too don’t know