I’m finally done with FA3 again…
it’s like after every exam…
I’ll be here, writing my blog…
Before the exam, i’ll be reading like nobody’s pasal…
It’s really a bit sot sot… but have to…
One day my sister pop up a question to me…
Jie, how can u study everyday a?
haha… i was like.. cause have to… no choice..
no other answer came to me…(blek)
Well i think i began the like the life i’m leading…

One thing i really don’t know what’s going on with me is that
I don’t know what’s wrong with me..
I don’t seem to be me.. these few days…
Felt left out… invincible…and lots more…
I began the think about the words used or heard…
I don’t know why…
Just hope i don’t get worst…
But one think for sure…
People don’t see me as me…

Being in one some cafe today was really fun..
I couldn’t remember when was the last time i laugh out loud…
Kenneth thought i aggressive pulak.. haha
Playing heart attack…
I remembered om, teng siang all playing during the prefect camp…
we were shaking the whole building in the middle of the night shouting heart attack here and there… haha.. almost like 20 fellows playing…
But today there was like 8 of us…still had fun… wacking people’s hand..
haha

Being in a new school….

A new environment….

Has made me lost a very very good friend…

(who used to cared a lot about me)

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I’ve got my first exam marks back…..
I would say…
I actually had a shock… honestly…
because i was total depressed when i got the paper…
I left so many blanks… (honestly)
I really don’t know how to do…
At least i know that i’m still not that bad…
though i still fail…
I’m really going to work more harder for it the next time…

As for my formative assessment today…
Erm… ERm… ERM…
NO… i really dont’ know how to answer them…
I know i know the answer… it’s somewhere in my mind..
But i couldn’t locate them… Gosh!!!
I need a better study strategy!!!

Yesterday 08.08.08….

I did something really stupid…

I drove out purposely to just buy coke… at shell station…

I had to spend at least RM 7.00 to be able to contest…

Hoping that i could get one of those collection…. for my friend…

How stupid I was when i actually thought of it…

I just hope my friend will appreciate it…

< i really don’t dare to put hope in it >

Hanging out in Denise’s house for the Beijing Olympics..

with yan, bing and of coz me… haha…

We had to call so many deliveries services just to fill our stomach..

Dominos… 1st time no one picking…after don’t know many times fed up… so online
Pizza…. out of delivery area ( a lie cause denise ordered before)

McDs… 1st time say don’t deliver, 2nd time ok… ( but then we cancel)

Online booking took us 1 hour to reach… lucky we canceled the mcds…
haha….
the most important part of the event….

bing and i fell asleep!!!!

Gosh… really what the heck!

Stepping foot into Cheras besides my schooling days are really rare…

Plus, I don’t even get to see the other side of Cheras…

Leisure mall… It was 2 years ago since i actually went there…

First think first… i thought of kin weng… don’t know why..

probably we used to hand out there often (or i should say very often)

Again… memories of the olden days…

Fast forward back to the days when I was in UTAR….

It was really fun… a lot of fun!!!
I miss u all!!!

It’s really  not a nice day today…
I totally felt demoralized…
My course mates are really intelligent…
Really felt the pressure…
They know everything on their finger tips…
and… and i know not even half of theirs…
Wenyi… really smart girl…study one time, enters the brain!
I really need to study more than what i am doing now…!!!

Having to pay more than 200k for the tuition fees…
We end up getting nothing…
Assignment paper, print ourselves…
Name tag stripes, buy ourselves….
Answers for questions, find ourselves…
what more?… i really don’t know..
It’s like paying that amount of money just to get a file on orientation day…
Using recycle paper to photostat for us… understandable…
Sigh…. but nothing seems to worth the money…
Or is this happening to other uni students?