I’m feeling so sick to sit there… waiting for a reply when i need one…

I was really hoping that u could help me through with my troubles…

Just like i did when u are having thousands of it…

Maybe, i shouldn’t be expecting help from u…

U didn’t say anything about it… even u read it…

I really didn’t expect u not to respond….

From today onwards….

i’m so not going to count on u….

I don’t know where is the Francine i used to know…..

Who is within me?

Capturing picture…. seems that i like to see things from a different view

out of the circle….

Thanks to to the below (and UKM) for the great night!!!

Group Pic

Having my past weekends doing moral essay….
there goes…. i’m not prepared for FA….
i got no one to blame….
just that i’ve really got to get myself prepare to see the marks…
the comments that are going to be send over….
quite sad though….

Honestly…. i’m not feeling well…
not physically sick…. but emotionally sick…
i’m tired of treating ppl well and no one treats me well…
come on, i’m still human…
i want some attention… comfort… or at least some acknowledgement
when i wanted to borrow a listening ear… pls give me… just like i did
Whatever ppl want… i’ll just compromise and say ok, no prob
but at the end of the day…
my feelings are not bothered….
Why do i have to take care of other ppl’s feeling when they don’t?
Why should i make that a reason for me to not feel happy?
Why must i make it a disturbance of my concentration?
I too don’t understand…
Sometimes i really wanna be evil….
But deep in me i can’t…
At times i really wanna be angry…
But i can’t….
WHY?
Why can’t i have someone that cares about what i feel?
Am i born to make people happy?
I want a break….
I wanna be evil….

Why is everyone using blogspot?….
Even my sis is using it…. aiyo….
Is it a signal to change? haha

Practically this whole week i never really study…
Screwed PBL…
Very chill…. as if no upcoming exam…
Reach home everyday - late
Shower, eat, and stone infront of tv… (really tired)
Busy with some other things…. going off early everyday…
Now i’m really in trouble.

One of the night… 4 feb this is what happen

try to make it stand!

my mom was doing this…

she took out egg and make it look this way! she said her office was full of it as everyone is doing it… haha it’s some chinese new year thing…. some spring thing. The more the better!!!!

I realise a lot of ppl changed A LOT….
Naresh, Rocky, Rhema, Priya and Kamal all staying back for group discussion
(look where am i?)
Winnie, Zyang and all holding the heart…. locating the coronaries…
Adui… i’m quite speechless bout myself.

Moral project, essay, exam… suddenly everything come together…
better start doing them this weekend

What a shocking news to hear today….
Karin is leaving us….
I wonder why… really do wonder..
but she just wouldn’t say…
Wish her all the best in the future… wherever she is

opps…. i haven’t see Dr AAB for my FA…. NO!