There’s a friend of mind, who always nag me bout my wallet.
XX: Can’t you just keep your purse in your pocket?
Fran: I don’t have one…..
XX: Next time, buy one…. so ma fan, carry here and there

So today, i wore a pants with pocket…
Well…. so i thought of the advice…. put it in my pocket….
Mana tau, i went toilet….etc etc…
pop, my purse went into the toilet bowl….
Shit…. NO….
reflex was slightly fast
my hand reach for it, before it went into the water….
yucks… so so disgusting….
Looking around, thank god, it’s sort of clean…
I’m so going to dry wash it now!!!!!!!!!!

I don’t dare to tell the XX….
XX is so going to laugh at me…. i think for years…
Gosh… pai seh betul

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To the stalker, if you are reading….
Could you please stop calling me…. then putting down the phone…
It’s sort of the annoying….
It’s either, you call and talk or don’t call…..pls
I’ve got no idea who are u….
If you wanna talk with me i’ll be glad to talk…
If you wanna play around, please stop, and don’t waste your parent’s money for paying your bill…..
Thank you….

No longer will i need to study for Malaysian Study…. I seriously hope i pass!!!…
(I will pass)… positive thinking like what TT says….

Have been really emotional this few days….
One of it… due to sit sit…. where she make me thought of why….
She questioned me, why don’t you wanna find out the reason?
Honestly speaking, i really do…. i really tak puas hati…. and i really wanna know why…. but the fellow refuse to tell me in the beginning, and now, forgotten…
Is it really true that this fellow had forgotten or just a lie?
A lie to cover up something else….
Sit lee…. u made me cannot sleep le…. erh…..
I just wanna forget it, but i don’t think i can get rid of the tak puas punya perasaan….

If everyone had a prefect attitude, value and norm….
would the world be a better place to live in?
If everyone would pay a little bit more attention to it….
there won’t be sad things occurring around us all
If someone could just lend me their ear….
would be truly greatful…..
If someone would just delete part of the unhappy memories…
i’m sure i would be more cheerful
If someone could just take away some negative attitude of mine….
i’m sure i will be positive

…. So many if’s…. and i know that someone, is still me….
Sometimes i wish i can take full control of myself….