It may not be as beautifully taken by the professional cameras

But, every morning i see them, they light up my day
Cause they are beautiful…

Had a surprise for Nic, though just for a short time
Haiz, that fellow cannot decide what he wants….
Hope de drivers are fine with it…
Actually sort of realise it has been quite some time since so many ppl go out for makan or anything…
Nice to see everyone….

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Well….. one more person to thank….
Thank you for doing this to me…. i really ‘appreciate’ it
I can say you have totally change into a person whom i do not know at all
Further more, you seem to have fun saying ‘truths’ to me….
Go ahead, do whatever that makes you happy….
I’m not going to confront you anymore…
Not at all…. i’m really tired of you…
if peace is wat you want, you shall have it
I just know so far, what you have promise me, are just BULLSHIT
The francine you know, will be dead…..
Promise are meant to be kept and not just for the sake of saying
I really don’t know who are you anymore………….

I often close my eyes
And I can see you smile
You reach out for my hand
And I’m woken from my dream
Although your heart is mine
It’s hollow inside
I never had your love
And I never will

And every night
I lie awake
Thinking maybe you love me
Like I’ve always loved you
But how can you love me
Like I loved you when
You can’t even look me straight in my eyes

I’ve never felt this way
To be so in love
To have someone there
Yet feel so alone
Aren’t you supposed to be
The one to wipe my tears
The on to say that you would never leave

The waters calm and still
My reflection is there
I see you holding me
But then you disappear
All that is left of you
Is a memory
On that only, exists in my dreams

I don’t know what hurts you
But I can feel it too
And it just hurts so much
To know that I can’t do a thing
And deep down in my heart
Somehow I just know
That no matter what
I’ll always love you

So why am I still here in the rain

Gal, there’s really a lot of things in my mind i wanna tell you
But ever since september, things has really change between you and me
I felt like i was put aside by you
I wish you could read my blog to know what i am feeling now
You no longer call me so often to talk crap
You no longer call me as long as those days
You no longer tell me what happened to you
You no longer let me tell you what i feel
You no longer care bout me
You no longer see me that often
You no longer notice me
You no longer hang out with me
I don’t want to be the only one calling you
I don’t want to be the only one that’s maintaining this hard built relationship of ours
I don’t want to be the only one walking in the mall, talking to myself
I don’t want to be the only one in anything
I’m really afraid what my instinct told me will come true
I’m really afraid what i dream will turn to reality
Could things just be the same as before?
You don’t even know many things has happened to me recently, because you no longer spend that amount of time with me and you don’t even bother to ask.
There’s so many things to tell you, everytime i call you, roughly 3 minutes, you say you are tired, you wanna sleep.
I really miss those days where we really had great times together
Gal, where have you been?
Can i not be the only one holding on to this?
Cause it needs 2 hands to clap

-looking at our SS photos that we took-

I’ve just saw you a moment ago….
But the one you saw, was francine with a mask on her
She’s doing that for your sake
So that you would think that i’m still a friend of yours
Because you have never cared about what i feel when we were together, i don’t see why you should even care bout what i feel right now

The moment she got back, she took off her mask…
She’s feeling very tired, a lot of things she don’t understand.
If you have cared for me with this current attitude last time
We would have last till now….
Cause she realised, she’s really really into it
My fren said that sentence again recently….
“Gal, he doesn’t deserve you. You’ll get a better one. Forget him ok?”

Maybe they are right after all, it’s just that the stupid gal refuse to stop
Getting herself unnecessary problem….